Little Footprints

 So last evening, Bailey had Karate and well since daddy is in Norman, Oklahoma for school, mommy had to haul both kids to class.  While we were sitting there, I decided to entertain Caleb, which was fun for me as it was for him.  If you look real close, you can see his tooth :P

Marriage.  Such a small word with BIIIIG purpose, yet, I find myself not 'following' the rules and taking my vows like a grain of salt.  I need to get better.  I need to take my life, my family, more importantly my husband seriously.  Life is too short to go through it wondering, what might have been.  I have a great life, good kids and even greater husband.  He has stuck with me through it all--yet I still find myself wanting something more, something better?  Why is that? Well today, is a new day for me.  I keep saying that, but it's true.  I NEED to change.  My family and my marriage depend on it. I admitted to my pastor of my addiction and my plea for help last evening.  This was his prayer to me: Let's not wait another moment to start the healing process. Almighty and Gracious God, I ask for the power of your love and mercy to come over Kelly in this moment. Bring her near to your heart. Calm her woes and set her m...

It's nothing new, I absolutely hate water...but this past week, I have managed to drink more than the recommended 8 cups a day..and I can't believe how good I feel. On my 3rd refill right now :-)

I have been working on taking more pictures of my kids together lately, because they are just too stinkin' cute :-) I was going through my phone today from which I took the pictures and came across this picture.  I wonder what each of them are thinking.  I'm sooo blessed beyond measure that I have two kids that genuinely like eachother (I know this may not last long, but one can only hope, right)? 

So, it's been a long time since I posted and I really should post daily as this was my 'therapy' (LOL). A lot has happened since my last post.  We started attending a beautiful church ( Living Water United Methodist )  Awesome church!  The church is definitely helping with my issues within myself but also with my marriage/family life.  I love the fact that they have a good outreach program, good programs for my whole family on Wednesdays and most of all, they love the Lord and well that's all I can ask for right now. In the past month, I have become super mom!   Meaning, I think I'm growing up to be the mommy I always wanted to be.  My home is running efficiently, I am super organized nowadays, the house is clean and neat and I love to have company over. Seriously, with my depression, the house was a mess, I hated to have company over and the thing I screwed up most--quality time with my kiddos.  Luckily, the depression didn't last that long, but...

Loved my ride into work today :-)

At 7am, the water-heater busted,  while managing to turn off the water, I slipped and fell on my tailbone and then stubbed my middle toe trying to get up the stairs and when I do get up stairs, my hair dryer decides to 'shoot craps' on me too (I hope that phrase was used correctly). So after all day, I came home to assess the damage....I know I need a pedicure, but boy, my foot does not look normal.  You can tell that I have a definite 'split' in my toes now. Lovely. So if you look past the deformities in my foot (which can be contributed to CP (Cerebral Palsey))--see my two pinky toes I have there, lol--it still looks pretty beat up. The only remedy for this 'hot mess'--taped toes.