Marriage...
Marriage. Such a small word with BIIIIG purpose, yet, I find myself not 'following' the rules and taking my vows like a grain of salt. I need to get better. I need to take my life, my family, more importantly my husband seriously. Life is too short to go through it wondering, what might have been. I have a great life, good kids and even greater husband. He has stuck with me through it all--yet I still find myself wanting something more, something better? Why is that? Well today, is a new day for me. I keep saying that, but it's true. I NEED to change. My family and my marriage depend on it. I admitted to my pastor of my addiction and my plea for help last evening. This was his prayer to me: Let's not wait another moment to start the healing process. Almighty and Gracious God, I ask for the power of your love and mercy to come over Kelly in this moment. Bring her near to your heart. Calm her woes and set her m...